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GET RIGHT
[Verse 1:]
Ya lookin' just a little too hard at me
Standin' just a little too close to me
Ya sayin not quite enough to me
Ya sippin' just a little too slow for me
No doubt ya playin' real cool homie
Got me thinkin' what is it you do for me
Trippin' ova it, a little more than I should be
So let ya self go and get right with me
[Chorus:]
I'm about to sign you up, we can get right
Before the night is up, we can get
get riiiiiiiight get riiiiiiight, we can get right
I'm about to fill your cup, we can get right
Before the night is up, we can get riiiiiiight toniiiiiiight, we can get right
Do you want more? [4x]
[Verse 2:]
Ya lips talkin' bout I play too much
Can't a woman take advantage of what she wants
My hips movin' oh so slow
Bar tab lookin like a car note
All I need is you here right by my side
Take whatever ya want, baby let's ride
And whatever ya want so you need to sign
Just put ya name on the dotted line
[Chorus:]
I'm about to sign you up, we can get right
Before the night is up, we can get
get riiiiiiiight get riiiiiiight, we can get right.
I'm about to fill your cup, we can get right
Before the night is up, we can get riiiiiiight toniiiiiiight, we can get right
[Bridge:]
So much we've got to say
But so little time
And if tonight ain't long enough
Don't leave love behind (Don't leave love behind)
Take my hand, I'll show you why
[Chorus x3:]
I'm about to sign you up, we can get right
Before the night is up, we can get riiiiiiight get riiiiiiight, we can get right.
I'm about to fill your cup, we can get right
Before the night is up, we can get riiiiiiight toniiiiiiight, we can get right
DIDDY LYRICS
"Tell Me"
(feat. Christina Aguilera)
[Diddy:]
Can you feel me
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Ooh yeah
On the dance floor
Yeah yeah yeah
Lets play a game
On the dance floor
(Oh yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah
Let's play a game
Let's pretend for a second
You don't know who I am or what I do
Let's just put it to the side
I can feel your heart beating
I can hear you breathing
Look into your eyes
Trying to see into your mind
See into your soul
See, no limits to the levels
Me and you can go
When it's me, I take control
But it's something about you
That makes me wanna change
I like the way you dancing
And the way you play the game
I like the way you take away the pain
The way you tell me that you want it
Not saying a thing
The way you got me going
Got me going outta brains
I see us going at it
Going in and out of them lanes
I don't want your innocence
I don't want you to stutter
I don't want a commitment
I don't want you to suffer
I don't want your number
Baby, I want you to wonder
I want you to come up
Looking like something you wanna
[Christina Aguilera:]
Tell me, what you thinking about
When you got me waiting patiently
And usually, I don't have to wait for nobody
But there's something about you
That really got me feeling weak
And I'm trying to find the words to speak
Boy, I got my eyes on you
Tell me what you wanna do
I can picture you in my room
Until the morning
I don't even know your name
Boy, I need to know your name
I'm hoping that you feel the same
Tell me if you want it
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You don't)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You don't)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
[Diddy:]
You're dreams fulfilled
You're rocking with the best
-- put your limits to the test
You're pulsating, your heart is beating outta your chest
You're hyperventilating, trying to catch your breath
(Don't stop)
I'm the first, I'm the next, I'm the end
I'm the boss, in your thoughts, that'll make your mind bend
Look how I approach you, look how I expose you
Look how I`ve studied every move, now I know you
I don't wanna control you, I wanna console you
And do everything that I told you
Get high with me, come touch the sky with me
Fly with me, see life with new eyes with me
(Don't stop)
I'm the dream, I'm the one, I'm the reason you come
I'm a king, I'm a hung, I'm a beast
I'm the last thing your eyes see
The passion's inside me, it's yours
Now come try me, c'mon
[Christina Aguilera:]
Tell me, what you thinking about
When your hands is all on me
Cause I've been thinking about
All the possibilities
Ain't no other place that I really wanna be
Cause you're sweepin' me off my feet
Boy, I got my eyes on you
Tell me what you wanna do
I can picture you in my room
Until the morning
I don't even know your name
Boy, I need to know your name
I'm hoping that you feel the same
Tell me if you want it
[Hook]
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You don't)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (Baby you're invited)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
[Christina Aguilera: (Bridge)]
I got a selection of the positions of affection
With no pressure
So tell me
Tell me how you want it, tell me how you want it babe
I got a selection of the positions of affection
With no pressure
So tell me
Tell me how you want it
Tell me how you want it babe
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
THE PUSSYCAT DOLLS LYRICS
"I Don't Need A Man"
I see you looking at me
Like I got something that's for you
And the way that you stare
Don't you dare
'Cause I'm not about to
Just give it all up to you
'Cause there are some things I won't do
And I'm not afraid to tell you
I don't ever want to leave you confused
The more you try
The less I bite
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm into you
I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!
You know I got my own life
And I bought everything that's in it
So if you want to be with me
It ain't all about the bling you bringing
I want a love that's for real
And without that, no deal
And baby I don't need a hand
If it only wants to grab one thing
The more you try
The less I bite
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm feeling you
I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
[Repeat 4X]
I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
I'll get me through
'Cause I know I'm fine
I feel brand new
I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
I'll make it through
'Cause I know I'm fine
Without you!
I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!
I don't need a man (I'm over you)
I don't need a man (I'm over you)
I don't need a man
(I'm without you)
(I'm over you)
I don't need a man
I don't need a man
I don't need a man
Beyoncé - Freakum Dress
Album: B’Day
(Intro)
To be or not to be
Not!
Hold Up - bring the beat back
Stop - I ain’t ready yet
Wait - let me fix my hair (yes, yes)
Yes mam (yes mam)
Yes (So now pass me my dress)
(Verse 1)
I think I’m ready
Been locked up in the house way too long,
It’s time to get it,
Cause once again he’s out doing wrong,
And my girls are so real,
Said it’s been a minute since I had some
He’s been acting up, but he won’t be the only one
(Oh) Cause when he acts wrong (Oh) is when you put it on,
(Oh) Get him up top (Oh) this is your song
(Oh) Pump out your back (Oh) time to impress
(Oh) Pull out your freakum dress
(Chorus)
Oooh put your freakum dress on Oooh put your freakum dress on
Oooh put your freakum dress on Oooh put your freakum dress on
Oooh Every woman got one Oooh Shut it down for when the time comes
Oooh So pull out the big gun Oooh and put your freakum dress on
(Verse 2)
Soon as you saw me, turned on by how the dress was fitting right
Short and backless (backless, backless)
See my silhouette in the moonlight
Such an attraction, keep telling me how my outfit’s so nice
Little did he know, Ha my man gonna take it off tonight
(Oh) Cause when he acts wrong (Oh) is when you put it on,
(Oh) Get him up top (Oh) this is your song
(Oh) Pump out your back (Oh) time to impress
(Oh) Pull out your freakum dress
(Chorus)
Oooh put your freakum dress on Oooh put your freakum dress on
Oooh put your freakum dress on Oooh put your freakum dress on
Oooh Every woman got one Oooh Shut it down for when the time comes
Oooh So pull out the big gun Oooh and put your freakum dress on
All the ladies (oh) you wicked all dressed up in your dresses, and ur bestest for no reason. Get ready to freakum freakum
When you put it on it’s an invitation, when they play your the song get on up and shake it,
Pump it out on your back you don’t have to waste it,
Spin it all around then take it to the ground and (2x)
(Oh) Cause when he acts wrong (Oh) is when you put it on,
(Oh) Get him up top (Oh) this is your song
(Oh) Pump out your back (Oh) time to impress
(Oh) Pull out your freakum dress
(Chorus)
Oooh put your freakum dress on Oooh put your freakum dress on
Oooh put your freakum dress on Oooh put your freakum dress on
Oooh Every woman got one Oooh Shut it down for when the time comes
Oooh So pull out the big gun Oooh and put your freakum dress on
Ladies looky here, when you been with your man for a long time (oh)
Every now and then you gotta go back in the closet and pull out that freakum dress (oh) uh,
I got my freakum dress on, I got my freakum dress on (oh) I got my freakum dress on, I got my freakum dress on (oh)
MY LOVE
Ain't no other woman that could take your spot my...
If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me
(What would you do?)
If I told you, you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regular?
(Tell me would you?)
Well baby I've been around the world
But I ain't seen myself another girl
(Like you)
This ring here represents my heart
But there's just one thing I need from you
(Saying I do)
Because, I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the country side
Sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Let me make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love
(So don't give away...)
My love
(So don't give away...)
My love
(So don't give away...)
Ain't no other woman that could take your spot
My love
(So don't give away...)
My love
(So don't give away...)
My love
(So don't give away...)
Ain't no other woman that could take your spot
My loooooooove
Looooooove
My loooooooove
My loooooooove
Now if I wrote you a love note
And make you smile at every word I wrote
(What would you do?)
Would that make you wanna change your scene?
And wanna be the one on my team
(Tell me would you?)
See what's the point in waiting anymore
Cause girl I've never been more sure
(That baby it's you)
This ring here represents my heart
And everything that you been waiting for
(Just saying I do)
Because, I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the country side
Sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Let me make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love
(So don't give away...)
My love
(So don't give away...)
My love
(So don't give away...)
Ain't no other woman that could take your spot
My love
(So don't give away...)
My love
(So don't give away...)
My love
(So don't give away...)
Ain't no other woman that could take your spot
My loooooooove
Looooooove
My loooooooove
My loooooooove
[T.I:]
Shorty, cool as a fan
On the new once again
But he still has fans from Peru to Japan
Eh Listen baby, I don't wanna ruin your plan (nah)
But if you got a man, try to lose him if you can
Cause the girls real wild throw they hands up high
When they wanna come and kick it wit a stand up guy
You don't really wanna let the chance go by
Cause you ain't been seen wit a man so fly
(Eh Baby) friend so fly I can go fly
Private, cause I handle my B. I.
They call me candle guy (why?) simply cause I am on fire (haha)
I hate to have to cancel my vacation so you can't deny
I'm patient, but I ain't gonna try (nah)
You don't come, I ain't gonna die
Hold up, what you mean, you can't go why (wha?)
Me and you boyfriend we ain't no tie (uh uh)
You say you wanna kick it when I ain't so high (man)
Baby, it's obvious that I ain't your guy
I ain't gon lie, I feel your space
And forget your face, I swear I will
Same park, same bullet anywhere I chill
Just bring wit me a pair, I will
I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the country side
Sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Let me make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love
(Love)
My love
(Love)
My love
(Love)
Ain't no other woman that could take your spot
My love
(Love)
My love
(Love)
My love
(Love)
Ain't no other woman that could take your spot
My looooooove
Loooooove
My looooooove
My looooooove
AINT NO OTHER MAN
I don't know what you did boy but you had it
And i've been hooked ever since.
I told my mother, my brother, my sister and my friends
I told the others, my lovers, both past and present tense.
That everytime I see you everything starts making sense.
Do your thang honey!
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do
(what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style, you bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man its true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.
Never thought I'd be alright. No, no, no! Till you came and changed my life. Yeah, yeah, yeah!
What was cloudy now is clear! Yeah, yeah! You're the light that I needed.
You got what I want boy, and I want it! So keep on givin' it up!
Tell your mother, your brother, your sister, and your friends.
And the others, your lovers, better not be present tense.
Cause I want everyone to know that you are mine and no one else's!
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do
(what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style, you bad ass - oh yeah!
[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Ain't no other man it's true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.
Break it down now!
Ain't no other, ain't, ain't no other! (other)
Ain't no other, ain't, ain't no other LOVER!
Ain't no other, I, I, I need no other!
Ain't no other man but you!
Ohhhh!
You are there when I'm a mess
Talk me down from every ledge
Give me strength, boy you're the best
You're the only one who's ever passed every test
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do
(what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style with ya bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.
And now I'm tellin you son, ain't no other man but you
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do
(what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon. (baby, baby, baby)
You got soul, you got class.
You got style ya bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.
Lyrics to Beyonce Deja Vu
featuring Jaz-Z
[Beyonce:] Bass
[Jay-Z:] Uh
[Beyonce:] Hi hat
[Jay-Z:] Uh
[Beyonce:] 808
[Jay-Z:] Uh
[Beyonce:] Jay
[Jay-Z:] Uh-huh
Ready?
Uh-huh
[Beyonce:] Let's go get 'em
[Jay-Z:] Uh-huh
C'mon
[Jay-Z Rap]
I used to run base like Juan Pierre
Now I run the bass hi hat and the snare
I used to bag girls like Birkin Bags
Now I bag B ([Beyonce:] Boy you hurtin' that)
Brooklyn Bay where they birthed me at
Now I be everywhere, the nerve of rap
The audacity to have me whippin curtains back
Me and B, she about to sting
Stand back
[Verse 1]
Baby seems like everywhere I go
I see you, from your eyes, your smile
It's like I breathe you, helplessy I reminisce
Don't want to compare nobody to you
[Pre-Hook]
Boy, I try to catch myself
But I'm out of control
Your sexiness is so appealing
I can't let it go
Oh
[Hook]
Know that I can't get over you
'Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's Deja Vu
Know that I can't get over you
'Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's Deja Vu
[Verse 2]
Seeing things that I know can't be
Am I dreaming? When I saw you walking past me
Almost called your name
Got a better glimpse and then I looked away
It's like I'm losing it
[Pre-hook]
Boy, I try to catch myself
But I'm out of control
Your sexiness is so appealing
I can't let it go, oh
[Hook]
Know that I can't get over you
'Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's Deja Vu
Know that I can't get over you
'Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's Deja vu
[Jay-Z]
Yes! Hova's flow so unusual
Baby, girl you should already know
It's H-O, light up the strobe
'Cause you gon' need help tryna study my bounce, flow, blow
What's the difference?
One, you take in vein while the other you sniffin'
It's still dough, po-po try to convict him
That's a no-go
My dough keep the scales tippin like 4-4's
Like I'm from the H-O-U-S-T-O-N
Blow, wind so Chicago of him
Is he the best ever, that's the argu-a-ment
I don't make the list, don't be mad at me
I just make the hits, like a factory
I'm just one-to-one, nothin' after me
No Deja Vu, just me and my, Oh
[Bridge]
Baby I can't go anywhere
Without thinking that you're there
Seems like you're everywhere, it's true
Gotta be having Deja Vu
'Cause in my mind I want you here
Get on the next plane, I don't care
Is it because I'm missing you
That I'm having Deja Vu
[Pre-hook]
Boy, I try to catch myself
But I'm out of control
Your sexiness is so appealing
I can't let it go
Whoo...
[Hook]
Know that I can't get over you
'Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's Deja Vu
Know that I can't get over you
'Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's Deja Vu
Know that I can't get over you
'Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's Deja Vu
Know that I can't get over you
'Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's Deja Vu
www.postpalace.com
November Rain
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time...on my own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Što da ti kažem
kada ne čuješ ni jednu
moju riječ.?
Kako da te prebolim
kada svaki dan
slušam tvoj glas.?
Zašto da te volim
kada su tvoje riječi
uzrok mojih suza?
Gdje da pobjegnem,
gdje da se sakrijem
od tvojih očiju i
pogleda koji mi
govori: Volim te.
Reci mi,
što je na tebi
tako posebno?
Što ti imaš, a
drugi ne?
molim te,
reci mi.
Ljubavi moja, sanjaš li
me ikada?
Ljubavi, snivaj slatke
snove, čak i ako je
druga u njima.
Ja ću uvijek biti tu
negdje, u sjeni.
Je ću te čuvati,
na mene se možeš
osloniti.
I kada te nevolje snađu,
bit ću tvoj anđeo,
čuvat ću te i voljeti,
samo tebe.
Kada te svi napuste,
ja ću te čekati.
Kada ti svi okrenu leđa,
pružit ću ti ruku.
Kada padneš, pomoći
ću ti da ustaneš.
U mržnji,
voljet ću te
i svaki tvoj teret
ponijeti umjesto
tebe.
A ti me nikada
nećeš vidjeti.
Ti nikada nećeš
saznati,
tko je tvoj
anđeo.
Nećemo piti iz te iste čaše
Nećemo piti iz te iste čaše
ni vodu, a ni slatko vino, niti
ljubiti se u rano jutro naše,
ni navečer kroz prozor motriti.
Ti dišeš suncem, mene luna plavi,
ali u jednoj živimo ljubavi.
Uvijek je nježni prijatelj sa mnom,
s tobom je vedra prijateljica tvoja.
Ali ja shvaćam strah u oku tamnom,
i ti si krivac moga nespokoja.
Mi susrete odužujemo svoje,
a mir naš sačuvat suđeno je.
Tvoj glas u mojim pjesmama se vije,
u stihovima tvojim lebdi moj dah.
O, ima plamen kojega ne smije
dotaknuti ni zaborav, ni strah.
I da znaš kako sad privlače mene
te tvoje usne suhe i rumene.
ANA AHMATOVA
Pravu nježnost pomiješati nećeš
Pravu nježnost pomiješati nećeš
ni sa čim, ona je smjerna,
i uzalud mi brižno krzna mećeš
na grudi i ramena.
I uzalud si na riječi pokoran,
pripovijedaš o ljubavi prvoj,
kako ja znam svaki taj uporan
i nezasitan pogled tvoj.
ANA AHMATOVA
Samoća
Ne sjećam se više
niti jedne ulice.
Ne pamtim ni ljude.
Samo kretanje, trk,
veliku maglicu koja klizi.
Tvoje tijelo:
hodala si,
jedini emisar tome danu,
mrkva za magarčinu.
Tvoje riječi:
kao ljuštenje kukuruznih klipova,
kao poljoprivredni radovi,
više puta u godini,
i tada lagane i neizbježne
poput kose dok pada
za šišanja.
Ti si bila osobito lijepa,
kao dosadna metaforika
otpadanja i uvenuća.
Ti si bila elegantna i jedra
kao debeli polumjesec
na noktima palčeva.
Ti si bila,
sad si mrtva,
umrla si nema te
nema.
TOMISLAV BOGDAN
Ja se tebe sjetim tek katkada
Ja se tebe sjetim tek katkada
i tvojom se ne zanosim sudbom,
ali s duše pečat mi ne spada
beznačajnoga susreta s tobom.
Kraj crvenog doma tvog prolazim,
nad tom mutnom rijekom se crveni,
ali znam ja kako gorko gazim
spokoj tvoj u suncu obliveni.
Nek' se nisi nad mojim usnama,
moleći za ljubav, nikad svio,
neka nisi ni zlatnim pjesmama
muku moju ti obesmrtio, -
ja budućnosti tajne lovim,
gatam s večernjim plavim dobom,
i predosjećam taj susret novi
neizbježni susret s tobom.
ANA AHMATOVA
Koliko puta u minuti pomislim na tebe… koliko sam puta tijekom ljeta poželjela da si mi blizu… da čujem tvoj glas… vidim tvoje oči… ili da mi se barem javiš… svako ljeto, tri mjeseca čuvala bi tvoju sliku u glavi… čuvala bi svoju ljubav prema tebi u svom srcu…
Ti niti ne slutiš…znaš da si mi drag… znaš da si mi prijatelj i da mi je stalo do tebe… no hoćeš li ikada saznati koliko mi zapravo značiš… četiri godine tiho te volim… strpljivo trpim svaku tvoju neugodnu šalu, svako tvoje ignoriranje. Pričaš mi o drugim curama… govoriš mi kako su ti lijepe… kako su super… a ja sam tu uz tebe i bez riječi pomažem ti koliko god mogu…pitam se pričaš li kada o meni… vjerojatno ne… ali već sam se pomirila s tim… dovoljno mi je da si mi blizu… više ni suze nisu važne… ni moja bol…
I svaki puta kada vidim kako sliniš po drugoj kao da mi netko zabije nož u srce… svaki put kada ti se približim, a ti pobjegneš drugoj, pomislim kako bi bilo ljepše umrijeti nego to gledati…
A onda ti opet dođeš do mene i govoriš mi da sam ti prijateljica, da sam prekrasna… dođeš do mene i zagrliš me onako, snažno i više mi ništa nije važno, svaka bol nestane… uživam u trenutku… kratkom, a opet tako beskrajnom… i u tim rijetkim trenutcima kada si mi blizu osjećam tvoj dah na svojoj koži… osjećam svaki tvoj udisaj… svaki otkucaj tvoga srca… znaš li da moje kuca samo za tebe?
Tako je lijepo kada prisloniš svoje lice uz moje… tako je lijepo kada osjećam tvoju toplinu… pitam se, znači li to tebi barem četvrtinu toga što znači meni.
Sve bih učinila za tebe… sve bih učinila samo da si mi blizu… samo da me ne zabraviš… tako je teško vjerovati da ti je stalo do mene… da sam ti nedostajala onih nekoliko mjeseci…
Ja ću uvijek biti tu za tebe… čekat ću te… tješit ću te kada te slome… biti ću uz tebe kada te svi ostave… sanjat ću te svake noći, samo da mi budeš blizu… voljet ću te kao što te nitko ne voli…samo me zagrli…i nemoj me nikada pustiti… samo me pogledaj i nasmiješi se.. reci mi da sam tvoja miljenica… reci mi: ej, malena…
Dopusti mi da zauvijek slušam tvoje srce kako kuca…
LUTANJE
Samotan lutam večernjim ulicama.
Na svakom uglu, visoko, svjetiljka sja:
Stotinu uglova, stotinu svjetiljaka.
Al nigdje nema tebe… Tebe nema.
DRAGUTIN TADIJANOVIĆ
Došlo je i doba godine kada sam redovito u depresiji… kada se ujutro ne želim probuditi…kada sam tjeskobna i nemirna… kada plačem…
Znam da će ovo zvučati sebično od mene, ali osjećam se usamljeno… kao da nikome zapravo nije stalo do mene… kao da se svi sa mnom druže iz nekakve koristi… kao da je sve lažno… no ipak znam da postoje i moji prijatelji kojima nešto značim. Neću ih sada nabrajati…mislim da će se oni znati prepoznati u mojim riječima. Četiri godine… svi idu dalje, samo ja stojim… kao da sam zarobljena… ta ljubav me umara… on je teška osoba i teško ga je voljeti… i nekada mi je tako blizu… glava uz glavu… osjećam kako diše… osjećam njegov miris… a znam da ga nikada neću imati…
I kada smo sami sve je lijepo, zapravo, bolje ne može biti… pažljiv je i drag… ali čim smo u nekakvoj grupi ili na treningu, odmiče se od mene kao da bolujem od neke teške, zarazne bolesti… samo da slučajno nekome ne bi palo na pamet da ima nešto između nas… I sa svim drugim curama se zeza, nagurava, valja po podu… ali kada mu se ja približim sve to nestaje… osjećam se kao kurva koja mu je dobra kada mu se ne nudi ništa bolje. Stvarno, želim da bude sretan… s nekom drugom, nije važno.
Obično, kada se rastajemo skočim na njega i onako jako ga zagrlim… i on mene… i onda me počne vrtiti. Baš je lijepo kada te grli netko koga stvarno jako voliš.. a on toga nije ni svjestan…koliko mi to znači…
Umorna sam, ne mogu više… što god učinila, pogrešno je, nedovoljno. Toliko mu se cura sviđa… a ja se tješim… možda kada budem starija…možda će onda doći moje vrijeme… ali bojim se da, ipak, nikada neću stići na red… I znate kako se onda osjećam? Kao da je na meni nešto pogrešno… da nisam dovoljno lijepa… da sam tako obična… umirem za jedan njegov pogled, za jedan osmijeh… za poljubac…ne znam što bih učinila… bojim se uopće o tome misliti…da se ne bih ponadala… i opet jako razočarala.
Svaka najbolja prijateljica koju sam imala uvijek je bila bolja, ljepša ili tako nešto… uvijek sam bila u nečijoj sjeni… sa mnom su se družili zbog nje, odnosno njih…
Valjda mi je to sudbina, jer tako mi je od najranijeg djetinjstva… uvijek sam ja bila ona koja se žrtvovala, opraštala… i na kraju bila povrijeđena… uvijek sam ja ta koja pomaže…koju gaze… tako je uvijek netko ispred mene… ja sam uvijek lošija… znate ono kako se kaže… zamjena, rezerva, plan B. I nikome nisam posebna. Pitam se postoji li barem jedna osoba koja me se sjeti bar jednom dnevno bez da pomisli kako me mora nešto tražiti… pitam se, postoji li netko kome je stalo do mene, zbog mene same…
Pomirila sam se… ja sam uvijek gubitnica, smeće, otpad… ja sam ona koju svi iskorištavaju, a kada im više ne treba, odbace sa smiješkom na licu…
Koliko je malo zapravo potrebno da bi smo bili sretni. Jedna šala, jedan zagrljaj, jedan osmijeh. Koliko je malo potrebno za sreću kada nekoga volimo.
Meni je bio dovoljan zagrljaj. Dovoljno mi je osjećati njegovu blizinu. Dovoljno mi je njegovo prijateljstvo i poneka topla riječ. I kada sam mu blizu, kada me zagrli, kao da sam napokon potpuna. I taj tren traje kratko, ali u mom srcu traje vječno. Ne želim ga izgubiti. I svaki njegov pogled na moje lice izmami osmijeh. Puno mi znači. A koliko ja njemu značim? I danas neću pisati ružne i depresivne rečenice. Danas sam sretna jer sam ispunjena ljubavlju. I što god on rekao oprostit ću. Jer on mi je poseban. Jer on je samo jedan.
SANJAM KAKO IDEM PORED TEBE
… ali kada te u daljini ugledam,
prelazim na drugu stranu,
protivnu,
gdje me nećeš opaziti
između prolaznika mnogih.
Pred tobom se skrivam
za uglove ulične
ili za široka stabla.
U noći, sanjam kako idem pored
tebe.
DRAGUTIN TADIJANOVIĆ
LJUBAVNA PJESMA
Ove noći mogu napisati najtužnije stihove.
Napisati, na primjer: "Noć je puna zvijezda,
trepere modre zvijezde u daljini."
Noćni vjetar kruži nebom i pjeva.
Ove noći mogu napisati najtužnije stihove.
Volio sam je, a katkad je i ona mene voljela.
U noćima, kao ova, držao sam je u svom naručju.
Ljubio sam je, koliko puta pod beskrajnim nebom.
Voljela me je, a katkad sam i ja nju volio.
Kako da ne ljubim njene velike nepomične oči.
Pomisao da je nema. Osjećaj da sam je izgubio.
Slušati beskrajnu noć, bez nje još beskrajniju.
I stih pada na dušu kao rosa na livadu.
Nije važno što je moja ljubav nije mogla zadržati.
Noć je zvjezdovita i ona je uz mene.
I to je sve. U daljini netko pjeva. U daljini.
Moja je duša nespokojna što ju je izgubila.
Kao da je hoće približiti moj pogled je ište.
Moje srce je ište, a ona nije uz mene.
Ista noć odijeva bjelinom ista stabla.
Mi sami, oni od nekada, nismo više isti.
Više je ne volim zaista, ali tako sam je volio.
Moj glas je iskao vjetar da joj dirne uho.
Drugome. Pripast će drugome. Kao prije mojih poljubaca.
Njen glas, njeno sjajno tijelo, njene beskrajne oči.
Više je ne volim, zaista, a možda je ipak volim.
Tako je kratka ljubav, a tako pust zaborav.
Jer sam je u noćima, kao ova, držao u svom naručju,
moja je duša nespokojna što ju je izgubila.
Iako je ovo posljednja bol koju mi ona zadaje,
i ovi stihovi posljednji koje za nju pišem.
PABLO NERUDA
Sretan ti rođendan, ljubavi moja
